Prayer -Theme 3-As I lay in the peaceful silence at nightI feel this cracked, bruised heart breakingand I pray for the miracle of dawn,when the possibilities of life aren't as real.The horizon remains slowly unyieldinguntil the first light of another lonely sunrisepeaks up over the distant hills.One night, I dreamed of a black abyssand from deep within the depthsof that unforgiving, black ocean of nothingnessI heard your voice calling out to me.So as I lay here on another night of solitudeI send this lonely, faded prayer to the skyin hopes that it may someday reach you."Please, return to me again soon."
Lullaby -Theme 2-Here in my abandoned, desolate prison,my voice echoes infinitely as I cry out in despair.This sorrowful melody which speaks of emptiness,this is my personal lullaby,unheard and unsung through the ages.Lost within my deserted hell,salvation, sanctuary, and safety are all wordswhose utterance bears no meaning.Time marches on and leaves casualties in its wakeand for them, and for my own sake,I sing this song of unheard prayers.Still, the hands of the clock continuein a pace and rhythm as unending as my misery-as unyielding and unforgiving as the sunwhich shines upon the barren desert of my heart.It wasn't so long ago, now,when the darkness was still a stranger to me,but when faced with the unlikely wish I hold inside,the reality of the situation is in sharp focusand it hurts more and more deeply with every cut.If I allow myself to be fooled by the false promiseswhich this world offers up so freely,then I know we will meet again one dayand together we will sing the m
Memories -Theme 1-A light shines on in the darkness-a memory of a bright past, flickered to life.As I lay buried for so long here,in the false tranquility of this endless scenery,a soft voice calls to me from across the void."Wake up!"Through day and night, light and darkness,the stars sing lullabies of love and loss to meand in the blink of an eye, I have forgotten:Who is this person I have become?Truth, falsehood - falsehood, truth-the gravity of the situationhas been lost to the tides of verbal dictation.Like lilting shadows under the light of the stars,the memories of that life slip through my graspand I feel myself surrendering to this unbiased fate.With one hand outstretched before me,I reach out to capture the things that I once knew,but like wisps of smoke,they vanish through my fingers before I can touch them.It is an effort as futileas trying to catch the moonlight.Companionship, love, togetherness, peace-the words are thrown about so oftenthat their meaning has been du
The Day My Life Gained MeaningI locked you in my heartand threw away the keybut you picked that damnedrustyworthless lockand broke free.My screams of protestfell upon deaf ears.You stole my heartright from my chestand seconds before I died,you placed your heartin my empty chest—smiling—and whispered(Though it might as well have been a scream)"I love you."
LightThe darkest of daysBecomes happy and brightWhen I see youYou are my lightMy hopeThe only oneWho can save meFrom myselfPlease hear my pleaListen to my wordsAnd let me try to make you feelThe way you make me feel
Love and shardsYour warm lightReaches for my heartA call for loveA great passionBut you can't touch itIt's broken and darkenedAnd the sharp shardsWill break your skinYou'll have to waitWhile I pick up the piecesAnd put them togetherSo someday loving me will be safe
My Best FriendEven from our firstExchanging of wordsMy heart meltedBecause of youYou are my bestAnd most intimate friendIn all honestyThese feelings are notMerely platonicYour very beingPermeates throughTo my dreamsThose wondrous, soporific thoughtsHeighten my current feelingsTaking them to new extremesI want them to remain with meForever
Vital AssetVital AssetBy PuabiWhen you have treasures,They may be lostBut they can be replacedI have had treasures beforeSome were lostSome were stolenBut I have one assetThat I will never loseEven when I dieIt is LoveMy most vital assetThough it may be replacedIt may not be the sameOur love will surviveThrough each age"How many lives we have livedI may not knowBut I know we were together."
Twenty-fiveYou shall never lose me.Only you can tasteThe honey of my heart.Only you can feelMy love when times are dark.Only you can touchEvery inch that is my skin.Only you can seeAll of me there is within.Only you can hearMy secrets buried deep.Only you can beThe shoulder when I weep.Only you are the one,The one that's meant for me.Only you are the one,And you shall never lose me.
WaitingEach wordThat you type across the screenFills my heart with joyYour intellect aloneDrives me crazyBut in the best of waysI can't even begin to tell youHow long I've waitedFor youI suspect that you may already knowThough it would beA downright dirty lieIf I said that lustful imagesOf the two of usDidn't constantly fill my thoughtsAnother emotion is even moreEver presentI long for the dayIn which I can stareDeeply into your eyesAnd let my true feelings be known
Sweet ErosThese dreamsThat I've been havingOver the last few nightsMake it difficultTo wake upIn them,My darkest desiresAnd lustful aspirationsAre magnified tremendouslyAnd though my bodyCraves your touch,My heart desiresYour ownershipEven moreI thought thatI was in love beforeBut that was mereChild's playCompared to thisI am so happyThat my heart hurtsFrom the sheer pleasureThat you gave meWhen you saidYou love meWhat a differenceThose words have made
We All Sleep Alone...We are together, yet we are apart.You are with me, yet you are not here.Through the miles that seperate us,I long for your touch, kiss, and embrace.I feel your pain tonight, do you feel mine?Do you know how much I truly love you?Cher was right...in the end, we all sleep alone,even if you are with me in spirit, it's not the same.It's cold in here...I'm wrapped in a blankiewhen I should rightfully be wrapped in your arms.The taste of my coffee does not compare with thatof your kisses and your love--so sweet and warm.It's lonely here...but here I must be, dearest.I need this time away to recover and get well.And though I must sleep alone again tonight...being without you certainly just does not feel right.--RKJ
Just Not TodaySo much turmoiland so much pain;this love is likewalking in the rain.I dreamt that youfinally looked my way.You will love me-just not today.